(via kaigenlucinda)
Call me kimbo.
not cute.
hope, love, trust.
I seek to find these.
Im a day dreamer.
Head in the clouds.
feet on the ground.
• me
• personal
• do it.
• Submit you're precious. Im hazardous.
not cute.
hope, love, trust.
I seek to find these.
Im a day dreamer.
Head in the clouds.
feet on the ground.
• me
• personal
• do it.
• Submit you're precious. Im hazardous.
I have finally realized
that moving on is a part of good health. I can only take so much from someone till I absolutely break down. My mind soaks up others actions as if I were a little child learning how to behave. I know now, that when you love someone, you dont keep things from them, ignore them, or purposely do things you know are hurting them.
I have come to believe that I have something much better planned for me. Although I know I will always love him, IM DONE being the only one trying. I deserve friends who will be there for me the way I am there for them. And I deserve a man who will love me beyond emotions. Because thats just it, love is a decision, to be there and care for someone even when your EMOTIONS or FEELINGS dont line up. If God’s love for me were based off of emotion and feelings he wouldnt love me at all, at least not the way the bible tells me he does. He would leave me in my time of need, but he doesnt, he loves me in my sin, my doubt, my pain, and my selfishness.
LOVE holds no record of wrong…and because I know that, I accepted and forgave the things you did to me, because I LOVED you. But how can you love someone whos not there, who doesnt love you in return? This is how I have come to realize that I WILL find someone who loves me back…and THEN I will love him fiercly.
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:17
